Post by izzy2 on Oct 2, 2011 18:31:32 GMT -5
Never felt this way before...
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She knew of his life, what he had done. He had told her, as much of it as he could. While he had admittedly held back certain details...unimportant ones, yet ones that had changed him in ways he would never admit. To him, being alone had been a way of life, his only way of life. He had thought that it kept him sane, to be separate from all of the things that brought his past back to him. Alone in the woods, on the oceans, the deserts, the mountains... All of it brought him away from his fears, and his doubts. As long as he had kept moving, his mind had remained largely sane. Then she had come, and his mind had changed. She was the one thing that brought his past back to him without the pain that usually followed. He hoped daily that he was the one thing that could do the same for her. Mal enjoyed being the thing she came back to, he always would, but he couldn't help but feel that he would feel much better if there was nothing for her to come back from... If she could simply stay, with him, forever. They could move away, away from all of the trouble, the fighting, her hunting. Let one of her betas take over the pack...or something along those lines, at least.
As it was, she was with him now, and he rolled off of her, shifting so he was snug against her side. Wrapping his arm around her shoulders, he bent his head to her neck, his eyes closing slowly. "I never know anything around you, Siren..." He whispered, his hand stroking her arm. "I just feel it... What I do, what I say... You blur my mind in all the right ways..." A light laugh left his lips. "What you mean to me, what you are to me...words cannot describe it... actions cannot describe it... I could try for hundreds of years, and believe me, I want to... But I could never describe what you are in my life..."
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Why do you make this so...
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